Brain surgery
well. this is really late and will probably leave some of you with questions--but i haven't logged on in a few days and boy is this blog getting off to a ripping start! lol
this is a crafting/messy life/jewelry making blog. but right now now, all i really have on my plate seems to be... du du DAHHH, cancer. skin cancer, now likely something in my brainpan.
i have a brain tumor. praise YAH it is NOT likely the melanoma moving to my brain, which is a big, big deal. like a throw a party, i'm so relieved i'm surprised i didn't pee my PANTS relieved big deal. why? because melanoma in one's brain is a pretty non-negotiable short-term sentence. this other thing, or possible list of things, is not! which is exciting because i covet the time with chloe my love and my family and friends, and have lots i want to do. and i'm just sooooo grateful and happy.
BUT tomorrow morning i have to have surgery on my brain which i NEVER saw coming down the road. i have gone from a lady who reads about ppl with brain tumors and says, whooooa, sheesh, to a lady who HAS a brain tumor... all in 2 days. the mind boggles.
a few seizures, a catscan, and now here i am. i feel good about my doctors, and i'm surrounded by family and friends. i feel so loved. so stay tuned, i'll get back as soon as i can and fill you in on the trip :) i'm so overwhlelmed with all the love pouring my way. i just can't believe it's all really for me... "they love me, they really really love me!" (sally field)
i can't wait to come back next week and tell you all if it was the oglio-cancer thing (i can't get the name of straight), or an evil twin with hair and teeth, or a big sushi worm, or what???
"...and in case i don't see you, good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight."
(sorry, my flair for the dramatic will not be squelched, even at a time like this.) ;)
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